Past few days were marked with oddities..through and
through..in and out..
It’s been raining outside …raining incessantly…raining
for past few days!!!..rain in Chennai..as far as I’m considered rain in Chennai is an erraticity….
I was on a movie spree…just done with dirty harry series.
The legendary eastwood movies!!!Felt like switching on to Hitchcock thrillers. But,
its midnight time..the room is chilled..an inkling to crash!!
Have been lying with eyes closed for a long time…sleep eluded
me…rain lashed at the window panes and few drops spattered on my face…I plugged
the earphones and played “RAIN DROPS KEEP FALLING ON MY HEAD” and walked towards
the window…
I always loved to
stare out of window when it’s raining….the street is flooded...the murky
water-a mix of rain and sewage -is flowing vehemently…the streets and roads
through which I have been commuting for past one month is inundated…I felt so
happy…perhaps first time in life on such a scale. Happy to be in a state of innocence-
with much less thoughts -, heeding to little things I was surrounded with… I
wondered.. Why was I oblivious to the fact that these things existed around
me??
Its always petty things that make life so amazing…these
petty things are pretty (not from aesthetic point of view)..and the petty
moment of this pretty petty things is ever pervasive…i was inordinately happy and dialed my petite friend
..
“Well..I’m happy that I got a call from you…but I would
have been more happy If u had acknowledged my calls earlier in the day..have you
ever cared of me??Are you even aware
that such a soul exists here on earth??Just check your call log and try to
understand how desperately I was trying to get you on call…and now you calling and
talking philosophy and all those nonsense at this unearthly hour…and even now you dint care to ask why did I call..im not
complaining please try to understand….”……continued and I listened patiently .. The
rhetorical voice on the other end almost broke into tears and it gave me the
answers to the questions to which I was wondering!!!
At the end, it was an ILU little moment followed by
appeasing moments…. :)
Accompanied by Kenny Rogers singing you and I ..
“All the love we had
I should have known our love was older than past
Throwing my life away on songs I never heard
Just the speaking of a special word
I made you die inside but you loved me”
Just the speaking of a special word
I made you die inside but you loved me”
